My Proudest Creations
These are the songs I’ve poured the most into! Written, recorded, and released under my old name, sändy, before Cleen Sheat existed.
laundry, taxes, rollercoasters
A song I made with one of my bestest friends, Jomch! He had just fallen in love, and I was nursing a little crush of my own. It was 4am when I started building the beat. At 8am, Josh came down for water, heard what I was working on, and by noon… we had a song. Just like that. Honest, spontaneous, and full of feeling. Inspired by Everything Everywhere All at Once.
i love you!
The first time you say those three words. It’s terrifying and electric. This song is about that moment. About falling, fumbling, and finally saying it out loud. It’s soft, sincere, and probably the most honest thing I’ve ever made.
DRUNK IN LOVE
I had a crush, but she didn’t feel the same. One night — a little tipsy and a little too honest — I made this song. It’s messy, heartfelt, and full of the kind of love that only ever goes one way.
VIBE OUT
Honestly, just vibes.
Make Believe
A song about the moments when you think you understand something, only to realize you don’t. Reality isn’t always what it seems. I originally made this for a Writing 2 assignment at UCSB, but it turned into something much more personal.
HIGH SPEED
Yeah… he can rap too. This one sounds like it’s about going fast, but it’s really about slowing down. After living in the fast lane for so long, sometimes the hardest thing is learning to breathe and move with intention.